the great graph

yep.....came up with a graph after retiring from any forms of math other than simple addition, substraction, multiplication and dividing of no more than 2 integers....*ehem*

the graph above might seem like a simple doodle that involves no calculation or complicated formula, but you are very wrong if you think that way.

this graph is derived based on a very complicated formula with no definite answers!!up till now i am sure nobody can come up with an absolute answer for this...i shall not even dream of trying to answer this question even if i am reincarnated 10 times with all my memories intact!!

this graph is a LEAN and simple representation of my emotional state when i'm with him. yep.....how boring i must be keep harping about one fella over and over and over again...i cant help it i just need to do this cos he's too wonderful a fren ad..ahahahha

as you can clearly observe from the graph, there is no plateau, it is always very high...or very low....you gain and den u loses big!

liking him, i am never bored with feelings.....cos its either i'm up or down...and these ups or down never lasted too long for me to get bored with it :D

he got me smiling and skipping on one day, and send me crying home the next. well, i am really a slave for men.......

i hope, and seriously hoping against hope that this will conclude my journey with him.

i hope i shall have no more post concerning him......

now its time to gather assets!!

The After

i dunno what is it with you

are u trying to kill me by confusing me to death?

u're so cold to me the last week u r here.....u dunno how much i suffered to see u smile at others while acting nonchalantly at me

den suddenly u apologize

tat really makes me feel like fool.

den u are so warm tat i can feel it even if i'm expelled to saturn!

den u're cold.

and then, i died

Song for a fool → Park Sang Woo

English Translation

I must be like this because I’m a fool
It seems alright even when I’m hurt
Even when I’m teased about my pitiful love
Because I’m a fool beyond help

I was good to her because I wanted to be
I was happy with just that
If she smiles just once
I’m happy with that smile

Thinking “This girl doesn’t have a person she likes”
I simply stay by her side like this
Because this is a love where I’m happy to be giving
I don’t expect anything in return

A place from where I can reach her any time she holds out her hand
A place from where I can visit her any time she calls for me
I’ll stay there without changing
Because I love her

Because she was the one I chose
Even the pain made me happy
If she looks back at me just once
I’m happy with that

Thinking “This girl doesn’t have a person she likes”
I simply stay by her side like this
Because this is a love where I’m happy to be giving
I don’t expect anything in return

A place from where I can reach her any time she holds out her hand
A place from where I can visit her any time she calls for me
I’ll stay there without changing
Because I love her

Until someone else to watch over her in my place arrives
I’ll stay by her side for the time being
Because this is a love where I’m just happy to gaze at her
I don’t need anything in return

So that she can lean on me and rest any time
I’ll always appear the same
Even if she leaves me without saying goodbye
I’ll let her go saying thanks

Because I’m a fool