Monday, September 28, 2009

happinesS

i'm a happy girl right now





will be lonely this weekend

Sunday, September 20, 2009

5 years

I stopped crying 5 years ago. today i cried again. but it was a different kind of tears. today i was happy. i felt free and appreciated. i felt joy.
yes. today i shed tears of joy. today i knew that i did not waste my youth. it was all worth it
my memory used to be grey with patches of darkness. today, the shadow has gone.
i'm happy to like you afterall.
thank you
and
good bye

Saturday, September 19, 2009

ownership

this morning....3a.m


i owned a human being


but that's not what i want

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

ache

what will you do when someone showed you a piece of their past that you don't wish to know??


and the fact that you will never measure up to that past............


its just heartbreaking