the little nyonya

been watching the singaporean show The Little Nyonya recently and its pretty interesting.....

and suddenly it hit me...my late grandma used to wear a lot of sarong and kebaya when she was younger......and she wore it so often it just seems to be normal for me....and i never give much tot into it i just assume old ppl likes kebaya and sarong...

and i already know for a fact that my great grandma was a nyonya......
but i never relate the obvious fact tat was my grandma was sort of a nyonya too....


which means i am 1/8 a nyonya tooo

hmnnnn


this post just proves how bored i am

my time with teddy

introducing u to Teddy....

i used to dislike poodle.....but teddy is too cute....and i guess toy poodle is different from the obnoxious poodle??hahahaha




ahhh LOVE does comes in many forms, shapes and sizes....

one day

if one day,
i lost my sight,
and lost my hearing...

will life be better for me??

because at last i can be free from all the criticism i dont deserve

i can stop hearing hurtful words being thrown at me for no reason

i can starts to rebuild any self worth and confidence if i have anymore left

two more months to go and the year ends.....again.....

my name

my name is your man

the day i met you is the day i was born

you are my type

my hobby is waiting for you

my specialty is loving only you

my favourite thing is you

altho i know nothing, but i am a man who knows how to love

awwww.....somehoe i feel this is very romantic altho ist so corny

feeling rather horible right now


i am entering the stage where any minute now i'll be falling sick...hahahah

this is the result of walking bravely under rain w/o umbrella, dripping wet and did not shower till a few hours later...


i was really trying to be sick.......


mc is better than work right??

happinesS

i'm a happy girl right now





will be lonely this weekend

5 years

I stopped crying 5 years ago. today i cried again. but it was a different kind of tears. today i was happy. i felt free and appreciated. i felt joy.

yes. today i shed tears of joy. today i knew that i did not waste my youth. it was all worth it

my memory used to be grey with patches of darkness. today, the shadow has gone.

i'm happy to like you afterall.

thank you

and

good bye

ownership

this morning....3a.m


i owned a human being


but that's not what i want

ache

what will you do when someone showed you a piece of their past that you don't wish to know??


and the fact that you will never measure up to that past............


its just heartbreaking

i smell?

trouble??


i'm creating trouble for myself


such a wonderful soul

CONFUSED

life is so frustrating

especially when everything is so uncertain

i'm taking a road i've never travelled before and everything is so confusing and new and exciting and disappointing and annoying......

let it end soon, please....


in my favour

789

today

a collegue came in, smile, looked at me and asked if i'm local

i said yes

he said i don't looked local

he said i looked like i am from Ipoh(he answered this after thinking for quite some time)...usually i get a lot of comment like Indo, Thai etc....but Ipoh is the 1st time

i asked why




"its the place with most pretty girls"







PENGSAN





"-_-

the hottest fashion item right now

deng deng deng

Muka Kecik

Today, a staff asked if all Convent girls has the same type of face...the muka kecik kecik

i was so hAPpY!!!hahaha!!

someone actually said my jupiter was small!!!!!

ahh~~The good old day when we were so pure, innocent and naive to the world!!!

lets vote who has undergone the most drastic changes over the years and who had remain the same....

Most changes nominee

1)ANGSF

2)LEEFH

3)YEWYW

The Non-changes nominee

1)CHONGSY

2)LEEKH

3)ANNEMCI

my day

1st week--------6.20a.m

2nd week-------6.35a.m

3rd week-------6.55a.m


i am hopeless....................


i think hairsylist has some kind of dress code...

tiny shirt, mayb with a stylish jacket

skinny or baggy jeans tat shows half your underwear

and a talkative nature

a very hot day

Ahhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i'm feeling warm these days
the temperature keeps rising..when will it stop??

this is what you get when a fish ball took a pic for u...

my philosophy

true true

kekekekekkekekekekekekekekke

is it true??

Be who you are and say what you feel,

because those who mind don’t matter and

those who matter don’t mind.


-
Dr. Seuss

why do i insist to stay in a field which has low pay and long irregular working hours??

plus to advance u need to further ur studies and research...there is no static knowlegde in science. every seconds some old hyphothesis is being proven or some established theories bunked......

why do i wanna stay in this field??

i really have no idea


right now i envy those with high basic pay withhout any experience.......


why am i so daft??

Do not stand at my grave and weep

Do not stand at my grave and weep

I am not there; I do not sleep.

I am a thousand winds that blow,

I am the diamond glints on snow,

I am the sun on ripened grain,

I am the gentle autumn rain.

When you awaken in the morning's hush

I am the swift uplifting rush

Of quiet birds in circled flight.

I am the soft stars that shine at night.

Do not stand at my grave and cry,

I am not there; I did not die.

by Mary Frye

Happy Birthday....

Hope u can forgive me...

I

MISS

YOU

tomoro is





3

Oppa

This is my beloved oppa

Name: Kim HeeChul
Nicknames:Heenim, Cinderella, Flower, Kim Cherry, Kim Pink, Kim Moodswing


does one of the nicknames sound familiar to you??
hehe





he looked just absolutely dashing....Heaven's present for me when i'm so bored...-_-






















my cute little sunflower!!

i want the sunflower too!!!

3 a.m

i have been accused of not updating!!!its not fair.when update u guys dun update

and now more outrageous!changing blogs and not informing me!

simply outrageous

a broken jar

i felt very bad right now. i broke a glass jar that has been in my family for more than a decade.......the glass jar itself is just a regular glass jar that was once in the market for MILO and has since ceast operation many years ago and i bloody broke it!

i know there's no reason for me to feel so low just because i broke some old glass jar! but it's breakage signifies to me more than a piece of broken debris.....an end of an ERA

the ERA when i was still young and foolish and can afford to make mistakes and someone else will clear up for me.....

the broken jar means something from the past is no more present and in the future it will have no more existence....it's existence will slowly be forgotten, contained as long as human memory can.....

when i broke the jar, i somehow think of my Dad. why? the jar has been with us for a long time and these time includes those we spent together....

so another object that tied us together vanished....because of my slippery fingers