my final year project has started!
my senior expect me to be in the lab all the time with him, looking at plates after plates of bacteria, making medium and streaking more plates.......its so tiresome!
not to mention boring!
i dunno how much longer i can stand cooping in the lab the whole day doing abosolutely nothing but staring into empty plates...its really driving me insane...i need outdor activities!i need fresh air!i need to see green trees!!!!!!
i had two kebabs, one for luch and another for dinner.it was soooOooooo good!totally mouth watering!and not to mention i was down with a sore throat and felt a bit feverish the day i decided to had this calorie oily food...but totally worth it
my uni convocation just ended....that was it...3 full years(for some, mayb 4)...all ended....the day u receive that scroll, will u regret that u haven't done enough?wish u'll get better grades?or thought that ur uni life was the best time of ur life??
i certainly hope what i am doing now will not resulted in a deep regret in my future..i must try to get better grades, i certainly dunwan to be disappointed on when i get my result.
so what if ur result is just a piece of paper and may have to use in ur future undertakings??
self satisfaction matters most!i will be utmostly satisfied if i have good grades that i can remember....good frens that i will miss and good time for the good memory....
i have wasted 2 good years of my uni doing absolutely nothing marvellous that will be a nostalgic memory for me.....i have another year to go and i certainy hope it'll be better....
wat should i do after i graduated??i have no idea
who will come see me when i graduated?will i receive any pretty flowers or cute teddy bears from frens or relatives??
or will i be alone??
what i do now will proably has an effect on my future
i always tell myself to change but nothing much has been done....
