Daughter of Water

i am so addicted to Twilight! so addicted to Edward! he's like the most charming once-a-human being!!!!!

other than my obsession with anything other than reality(hey u can't blame me, my reality sucks) i have been doing my lab project with no progress at all! its's really getting frustrating because everyone is moving forward and me?i am just stuck there not moving an inch and seriously don't know anything at all. this is bad. i've never felt more blank about my work. i just perform what i am told blindly, and its not good when u turn into a robot...

sigh....

there goes my holiday it seems. i barely rested a day. everyday i'll fly to my lab, hoping that i have progress....but with every little progress i've made, i slip backward a few more steps....i am bloody jinx