off sense

i read sense and sensibility the second time and i still dislike edward ferrars.....

why do i suddenly picked up an old classic to read??well, i have to admit i am inspired by Twilight. LOL...i know it doesn;t make sense but i do remember that Bella mentioned briefly about there's so many Edwards in classics that i decided to read them again...

about Edward Ferrars, in my opinion he is so uselessly coward and thus do not deserve at all Elinor's love. i cannot begin to explain how much i detest Elinor in her agreeing to accept Edward after he was dumped! like hello??

he did not consider your feelings at all when he was allc"lovey-dovey" with Lucy, right???and u're kinda desperate to just zanely accept him. it just shows she is too desperate, that marianne is getting all the attention from some of the most eligible bachelors and she was...sidetrack...

and after completing Twilght online, i decided that i am still very much addicted to the series and would love hard copies of all my wonderful beloved books.....
christmas present???hint hint

anoter year is coming to an end. this has been a wonderful year. with many wonderful promises that do not really lived up in the end....

i must say goodbyes to so many unfinished conquest...

goodbye to my crush for a boy so young.....

goodbye to all spirits in getting all lovey dovey in campus

i will still held the same resolution as i had made almost every year and i hope am slowly achieving them no matter how slow the process might be

1) getting taller (still crossing my fingers on this)

2)smiling more often

3)more courtesy and friendly

4)more hardworking and serious in my undertakings

5)forgetting the past and embracing the future

6)treat my friends kindly

and i hope the etar shall end well

i shall seize the day, live everyday to the fullest and not waste my life on regrets and ifssssss

i am so addicted to Twilight! so addicted to Edward! he's like the most charming once-a-human being!!!!!

other than my obsession with anything other than reality(hey u can't blame me, my reality sucks) i have been doing my lab project with no progress at all! its's really getting frustrating because everyone is moving forward and me?i am just stuck there not moving an inch and seriously don't know anything at all. this is bad. i've never felt more blank about my work. i just perform what i am told blindly, and its not good when u turn into a robot...

sigh....

there goes my holiday it seems. i barely rested a day. everyday i'll fly to my lab, hoping that i have progress....but with every little progress i've made, i slip backward a few more steps....i am bloody jinx