why am i so poor?????
i was talking to my frens yest and realise they are very loaded and still worry about money. they find part time to work on top of the allowance they get. and i realise i'm really a very lazy person. i don't even bother to look for part time jobs and dream about money falling from sky.and all i do everyday is blame everyone around me for the living conditions i'm being put through. i've missed out a lot of opportunity because i chose to mop around other than take action. i don't put effort into anything but hope for a tripplefold reward. i took life too easily.
i'm 22 already and what skills do i have??
i don't know how to cook a proper meal, i can't bake, i am bad in housework, i don't have any valid working experience, my results in sch is not very good either and my interpersonal skills are in the drain....i suck in everything i do yet thinks i'm good in everything.
i've not been living.
for the past 22 years i've not live one day. and life has been patient for me. life has been kind to me. and all i do is complain and whine all day and night. but what did i ever do for my life?i don't appreciate my life enough. i'm not thankful for my life. life is always unlocking new doors for me. but it is i who refuse to open it. and i still blame life.
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the hosp staff kept asking about my family condition. to be honest this is one questin i hate dthe most in my entire life. mayb its the way i look and behave, most ppl would think tat i'm a spoilt, airheaded rich kid. but i am not.mayb i am spoilt and sometimes ask the stupidest questions, but tat's it. no money for this kid. and i am spoilt in a diff kinda way. i am spoilt because i rebel too much and now i rebel to everything.
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