today went to Winter Warmers in Sunway Carnival with my frens.................
we start off with appetisers.salad..(no pic)
let's go backward... introducing dessert 1st!!!! the dessert!





mango egg pudding..........

somehow i felt fat eating this...

den lets move on to my drink!!!

my chocolate mint coffee....

no complaint but shud have ask for tea....

and last the main course......................

my chicken spagetti........its delicious!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm going to work during weekends for two consecutive weeks in tesco, pg island. i know i am absolutely crazy....but i'm broke!

next week i have to take an off day from my practical.....felt so guilty about it........but i termade a promise already so have to go....................................................

i actually got complained about my gloomy looks and depressing aura....................the lab staff actually asked another lab staff y i look so gloomy....she asked if i have any problem because i look like i have lots of them................sigh........and i tot i am cheery enough.......

the despatch uncle comment tat "jamie is a city girl while TAY(my fren) is a kampung girl...i dunno y he comment like tat...altho its funny but obviously i am the KAMPONG GIRL.....

i am the kampong girl!!!

warning-whiner post ahead

i know this is old story but i just can't help it!

why am i so poor?????

i was talking to my frens yest and realise they are very loaded and still worry about money. they find part time to work on top of the allowance they get. and i realise i'm really a very lazy person. i don't even bother to look for part time jobs and dream about money falling from sky.and all i do everyday is blame everyone around me for the living conditions i'm being put through. i've missed out a lot of opportunity because i chose to mop around other than take action. i don't put effort into anything but hope for a tripplefold reward. i took life too easily.

i'm 22 already and what skills do i have??
i don't know how to cook a proper meal, i can't bake, i am bad in housework, i don't have any valid working experience, my results in sch is not very good either and my interpersonal skills are in the drain....i suck in everything i do yet thinks i'm good in everything.

i've not been living.

for the past 22 years i've not live one day. and life has been patient for me. life has been kind to me. and all i do is complain and whine all day and night. but what did i ever do for my life?i don't appreciate my life enough. i'm not thankful for my life. life is always unlocking new doors for me. but it is i who refuse to open it. and i still blame life.

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the hosp staff kept asking about my family condition. to be honest this is one questin i hate dthe most in my entire life. mayb its the way i look and behave, most ppl would think tat i'm a spoilt, airheaded rich kid. but i am not.mayb i am spoilt and sometimes ask the stupidest questions, but tat's it. no money for this kid. and i am spoilt in a diff kinda way. i am spoilt because i rebel too much and now i rebel to everything.

what's up yo???

i've been doing my practical in the patology department for a full 5 days now and well, its not as bad as i thought it would be......
Though, i still can't tolerate the fact that i have to wake up before 7 every morning, drive for more than half an hour to seberang jaya, braving the early morning traffic to go work for FREE.the part i hated most is the F.R.E.E part...at least pay my petrol fees or give us free lunches lar!

the first day, i was sent to the BlOOd BaNk.....what can i say???a lot of blood lar....they tested for the blood group and Rhesus factor here....and there's actually more sub blood group...and blood transfusion is more complicated than i thought. but i spent most of the time there talking and joking with my fellow collegues.....they don't really let us do anything because every step determines someone's else's life...cannot play play....

second day i migrate to HaEmatoLogy LAb....well, its quite fun there...blood from the wards or from outpatients will be sent here to be tested for their clotting factor or to have full blood count etc.....so i dealt with a lot of blood....but the job is easy cos most of them comes readily in test tubes...we just need to label, key in the data and run the test using machines!i was so excited at one time when i saw a BIOHAZARD label on the form...it means the blood should be handled with care because there is infective particles in the blood....such as bacteria or viruses...and i saw they labeled RETROVIRUS...and HIV belongs to RETROVIRUS!!!!
so i'm like W.O.W...i'm actually dealing with HIV contaminated blood, which is kinda cool...hahaha...i admit this is a very twisted kinda cool....

i even tested urine.....i never expected urine to come in so many colours...muahahaha...there's clear transparent, yellow, light yellow, dark yellow, bloody yellow, orange, brown, bloody brown...and much more....wakakaka.....
and the stench....phew...can die man....so teruk some of the smell is so strong!!!!!and imagine some just freshly peed into the bottle....and i have to touch the bottle with the warmness of the urine inside.................'


VOMIT



VOMIT







VOMIT

and some even have stools aka SHIT....have to test the shit lor....but just once lar.....really disgusting teruk!!!!!!!!!!!i'm worried about the other departments where stools will always be sent there for testing......i'll be going there and i'll die there
so far...
i'm tired once i reach home and felt sleepy by 8p.m....
next time work d no life lor..........so robotic....

D0G

i have a small dog tat suddenly appear in my house. according to my mom, its my neighbour's dog tat she doesn't want anymore because she has some problem with her fur.....so my mom took her in and take care of her till she grew to become a super active and adorable little doggie....

she loves to jump around, and teases the old dog. and this is a dog that can climb well...i mean really well....she can climb into my house's fence, which is about my waist level...and she is something of my knee's height!

so she grew, and grew into this cute doggie....and that's when the problem started. the neighbor who gave the dog to us frequently find my dog...this causes my dog to scream in excitement........which disturbs the other neighbours...ofcourse that neighbour with the thick face claimed back my dog....so my mom return the dog to tat neighbour....

under her care, the dog now has ugly fur with skin problem....and has become ugly......

den one day, she came back...a few days ago actually, first she tried our back door....she just sleeps there but i did not feel like opening the door for her...well she is somebody's else dog now...then, she started to climb into my house!!!!!i was pretty puzzled by how she came in, and at last i saw her in action....she is a spider dog!
threw her out a few times, lock her outside ad shoo her away as we could, but she somehow managed to climb back in.....

i felt sorry for her....she totally loves our house(or was it my fat old dog) and all we did was chase her out..........so whn she saw us, she kinda hid....still in our house....

so right now i have totally no idea what to do with her....my brother has lost all the affection for her after she chewed his expensive shoes, my mother is never one with any feelings of attachment to little animals........

so what shall i do...??

just let her be and see how will she be treated.