Daughter of Water

u know what i most beh syok about?younger ppl being more successful...especially those ppl whom u tot must be older cos they have so much more and den the awful truth hit u....they r younger!!!!!very not fair!!anyway i like nira she's totally hot...sigh...wish jie jie could grow like tat too...muahahahaha....

but wat you wanted but did not grow last time would not grow now either....but the what u don't grow last time would prob grow now....scarily fast summo....

i was looking through my pic and i am a real ugly kid last time....so ugly tat most adults would hate me...i have total proof for tat...
there's this auntie(i remember she kinda fat wan lo) and she fetches me to and fro kindie when i was 6 years old...ya i only have one year of kindergarden and am awfully glad of it!!!!kids nowadays are being enrolled into nursery at such young age!!!my niece went into a nursery-come-kindie at age 3....still scary for me cos she was so young and she has to study!

kids are suppose to be worriless and have fun all the time, being showered with love and care and shud be free to explore their surroundings and learn things by experience...not stuck into a classroom lor....how many more years they have to recite theri ABCs....last time A is apple...now A is aeroplane!!!!

Aeroplane leh....last time i think i dunno how to spell aeroplane lor.....mayb until like standard 3??no idea also....

ok back to the fat auntie who fetch me to kindie....she positively hates me....i am sure even in my super young mind i can feel her hatred brewing for me...i think its because i was an ugly, dark kid tat looks like ur neighbourhood bangla...plus i was pretty naughty....and i dun listen to people.a young rebel i must be...but i remembered her scolding me lar.....like everytime got prob go wrong i would be the one got scolding. in her old car, she put a tiny bench at the back seat...so we small kindie kids can sit like 2 rows at the back seat. half on the bench and half on the car cushion. i always sat on the cushion.so u can imagine what happen when it rained....the shoes of the kids who sat on the bench would be muddy and we sitting on the cushion would be dirty with muds.and the car no aircon. hot, stuffy with like mayb 5 to 8 girls behind!!!!jia lat.

the auntie dun like me to sit up on the bench.she said because i dunno how to sit properly on the bench and alwasy make the bench fell from its place. and all the other girls will also point their fingers at me cos auntie always scold me...its so easy to be the target for everything. i was too young to realise anything or get angry.
damn i was just plain stupid.

and i truly believes this is because i look ugly.