Daughter of Water

i had a dream a few nights ago.....a dream that i had not had for a very long time.....in my dream, i saw HIM again....i dunno Y i can dream of him because for the longest time i haven't heard any news from him or about him...the last "communication" if u can count giving a comment on my birthday communication was...weeks ago...

but there he was in my dream. and the venue of our meeting was my old dear Convent st. Marguerite.....i have no idea y we plan to meet there. but one thing is obvious in my dream, tat he just came back and we plan to meet up. so we met. in dream.

he was friendly and warm to me.....and i treated him like a real good old friend too....no awkward moments at all.....its weird cos there is no awkwardness in the way we communicate, the way we played with each other, it felts like its meant to be....it felt so right!REALLY
I've never felt "right" in my past encounters with other guys....like i did with him. its like we're two pieces of jigsaw pieces that fits perfectly....and i am comfortable!

so we walk a bit,play and joke like time stops since the last time we saw each other...(but i was terribly nervous and shy at that time, so i was quiet). then he saw some of his pals from the states whom actually follwed him back here...haha...so i left him alone...but later i saw him again and we started to talk again....

the dream has no intimacy or watsoever, no content of a overs dream but what i'm trying to say is...being with his seems like the best and the right thing to do....

sigh...
if only he felt this way