5 papers down and one more to go....wat a horrible way to spend a week!!!it was so horrible that i had headache since friday and wats worse i couldn't slept at night when i really wanted to sleep.....sheesh...i hate exams.....!!!
the reason i'm back here...ofcos i miss my laptop a lot muahaha...the nly entertainment i have was my roommie in the room and she well, this is the first time she had been so serious in studying for exam, so i shud not kacao her so much lah....so i am back lor
i think there is something wrong with the food in the cafetaria near my hostel..i mean the rice smells cheap and look less than appealing.and seriously the rice took a long time to digest, especially at night....i think that is one of the cause of my tummy ache this past two days....
i am really so proud of myself..studying for 2 papers in a day....heavy subject summo leh..one is my minor paper, basics in psychology and another my elective paper, techniques in biotechnology....pray hard that i did not do so badly in both...what's embarrasing was i got the most wrong for the biological part for the psycho paper....and i am a bio student leh...but the questions ask about neurones(tat one i noe a bit la), but when it reach stuff about brains and systems i totally blank lor....cos i din really read tat part haha....but at least one of the essay questions came out, as i suspected!!!!
anyway, altho the warning on the book says not to diagnose urself with every symptoms u read on the book, but i begun to understand myself more as i took up psychology. tat is one of the main reason i took up this minor anyway, to learn why i think and behave in certain way and how i can help myself.....
i noe its not a proud thing to say and many might just take it as a joke, but i do have a rather unpleasing childhood. the early realationship that i kenot build with my parents are affecting me now, in the way i socialise. i had a hard time in trusting, opening up and getting intimate with ppl....what shud i do?i really dunwanna be this way...
Sunday, November 4, 2007
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