i had a dream of JACKIE WU.....now i know i'm nuts
i've been painting my toilet and bathroom for two conscutive days...all by myself...yea...so proud of myself
going kl in 2 days time...
XoX

i'm really jealous with those who can just lay on their bed or anything for tat matter and fell asleep in like 10 minutes......how could they??!!!and some pitiful ppl like(moi) who tossed and toil on their bed and no matter how comfy my bed is it just don't have the sleep factor on it...sigh.....

i have no homework...no work....all i ned to do is find internship which i did not find any because i dunno where to...so i shud be able to sleep soundly rite???sigh...
my complexion really gone from bad to worse...

i am so hideous so all i can do is hide n my house because i dunwanna scare anyone....huhuhu

anyweeee...

bought my bus ticket d so will be going off to kl on 28th at 0730......den hopefully everything will be fine,meeting tat boney creature phoebe....den we're off to genting.....muahahaha

den come down, meeting tat "beautiful orchard" charmaine......den off to malaca, meeting my fren "shi wen, wen rou"...hahahaha.....name shirou....
gosh i'm so crazy...and i never took the bus alone before and i dare to go so many places.....ki siao totally....

and i'm a level 32 wizard!!!find me in aquila maplesea...muahaha...so childish me

i had a dream a few nights ago.....a dream that i had not had for a very long time.....in my dream, i saw HIM again....i dunno Y i can dream of him because for the longest time i haven't heard any news from him or about him...the last "communication" if u can count giving a comment on my birthday communication was...weeks ago...

but there he was in my dream. and the venue of our meeting was my old dear Convent st. Marguerite.....i have no idea y we plan to meet there. but one thing is obvious in my dream, tat he just came back and we plan to meet up. so we met. in dream.

he was friendly and warm to me.....and i treated him like a real good old friend too....no awkward moments at all.....its weird cos there is no awkwardness in the way we communicate, the way we played with each other, it felts like its meant to be....it felt so right!REALLY
I've never felt "right" in my past encounters with other guys....like i did with him. its like we're two pieces of jigsaw pieces that fits perfectly....and i am comfortable!

so we walk a bit,play and joke like time stops since the last time we saw each other...(but i was terribly nervous and shy at that time, so i was quiet). then he saw some of his pals from the states whom actually follwed him back here...haha...so i left him alone...but later i saw him again and we started to talk again....

the dream has no intimacy or watsoever, no content of a overs dream but what i'm trying to say is...being with his seems like the best and the right thing to do....

sigh...
if only he felt this way

yeahoo....
exam is finally over!!!!
birthday also over liao...so now legally adult...can't depends on others much d...must grow UP!!
anyhooo...
thanks to all my dearies for wishing me......

but

but

i am so surprised tat HE of all ppl...also wish ler....muahahahahaha
definitely one of the best pressie ever!!!!!!
and ur pressie too bubbles....ths star linked heart earings...love it!!!

5 papers down and one more to go....wat a horrible way to spend a week!!!it was so horrible that i had headache since friday and wats worse i couldn't slept at night when i really wanted to sleep.....sheesh...i hate exams.....!!!

the reason i'm back here...ofcos i miss my laptop a lot muahaha...the nly entertainment i have was my roommie in the room and she well, this is the first time she had been so serious in studying for exam, so i shud not kacao her so much lah....so i am back lor

i think there is something wrong with the food in the cafetaria near my hostel..i mean the rice smells cheap and look less than appealing.and seriously the rice took a long time to digest, especially at night....i think that is one of the cause of my tummy ache this past two days....
i am really so proud of myself..studying for 2 papers in a day....heavy subject summo leh..one is my minor paper, basics in psychology and another my elective paper, techniques in biotechnology....pray hard that i did not do so badly in both...what's embarrasing was i got the most wrong for the biological part for the psycho paper....and i am a bio student leh...but the questions ask about neurones(tat one i noe a bit la), but when it reach stuff about brains and systems i totally blank lor....cos i din really read tat part haha....but at least one of the essay questions came out, as i suspected!!!!

anyway, altho the warning on the book says not to diagnose urself with every symptoms u read on the book, but i begun to understand myself more as i took up psychology. tat is one of the main reason i took up this minor anyway, to learn why i think and behave in certain way and how i can help myself.....

i noe its not a proud thing to say and many might just take it as a joke, but i do have a rather unpleasing childhood. the early realationship that i kenot build with my parents are affecting me now, in the way i socialise. i had a hard time in trusting, opening up and getting intimate with ppl....what shud i do?i really dunwanna be this way...