Daughter of Water

woke up as usual at around noon....gosh, when u have nothing to do, u have no reason to wake up! so wonder around, heard my mom coming back and prepared myself for another round of nagging!!!!what can i do?if u have a mom whose favourite past time is to find fault and nag at everything u did, either u're doing it or u had done it eons ago or stuff u haven't done......what can u do??just bare with her lor....

although i've been "doing nothing", my heart actually are loaded with worries.......worries about my finals that is in 2 weeks time......i dun usually worry about finals.....maybe because my test result is pretty good in the past, that kind of gave me the confidence....but this time its different! my test, its horrible....all i could do is stare blankly at the questions and scratch my head...i scratch my head a lot this semester.....almost on the verge of becoming a crazy woman ad...

but still, i have no mood watsover to start studying...i've mark after raya as my studying week so i'm sticking to it....y my will only works on things that is not important?i should start as early as possible......but starting early also means that i will get bored early and forgets everything in a snap...i need a lock!a LOCK to keep everything that i read inside!!!

And a will to read. i dun have a will to read. i have a will for many things but just not the will to read.i can also remember lots of things....my memory capacity is endless........i always shock ppl with the things that my brain can remember.....but WHY?oh WHY?i just can't remember any facts that i read!
its a curse, a jinx